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Does this sound like your day?
You show up to work after a terrible night’s sleep. Your back is tense, and you do some kind of walking/stretching combo as you walk through the doors. Your focus fades during the mind-numbing routine of the morning shift sign out. As the day moves forward, you begin to feel resentful as you sign orders, see patients, and address your ICU team needs. You know that’s not right, that it’s not in line with who you want to be, but the irritation doesn’t go away.
Your lunchtime is filled with computer screens, notes, billing, and more billing. The previous feelings of irritation begin to boil into anger because more of your day is filled with bureaucratic demands and insurance reports rather than actually helping people. This isn’t what you signed up for. Years and years of training so you could be a paper pusher? The thought leads to rage ... or sometimes apathy on days you give in to the inevitable.
You finish your shift with admissions, procedures, code blues, and an overwhelming and exhausting night shift sign out. You feel like a hamster in a wheel. You’re going nowhere. What’s the point of all of this? You find yourself questioning why you went into medicine anyways ... yeah, that’s burnout.
I know what you’re thinking. You keep hearing about this, and it’s important to recognize, but then you hear the same old solutions: be more positive, find balance, do some yoga, take this resilience module, be mindful (what on earth does this mean anyways?), get some more sleep. Basically, it’s our problem. It’s our burden. If all of these were easy to understand and implement, don’t you think doctors and health-care providers would have done it already? I think you and I are a lot alike. These were my exact feelings. But stick with me on this one. I have a solution for you, albeit a little different. I’ll show you a more “positive” spin on the DIY.
I burned out early. After fellowship, I didn’t want to be a doctor anymore. I desperately sought to alter my career somehow. I looked into website development, something I had been good at in high school. I took a few refresher classes on my days off and started coding my own sites, but I had bills to pay. Big bills. Student loan bills. Luckily, my first job out of fellowship accepted many of my schedule demands, such as day shifts only, and after about a year, I recovered and remembered why I had loved medicine to begin with.
What is burnout?
Mind-body-soul exhaustion caused by excessive stress. Stress and burnout are closely related, but they’re more like distant cousins. Stress can be (and is) a normal part of our jobs. I bet you think you’re stressed, when you’re probably burned out. Critical care doctors have the highest rate of burnout among all physician subspecialties at >55%, and it is even higher in pediatric critical care. (Sessler C. https://www.mdedge.com/chestphysician/article/160951/society-news/turning-heat-icu-burnout). The main difference between stress and burnout is hope. With stress, you still feel like things can get better and you can get it all under control. Burnout feels hopeless.
What are the three core symptoms of burnout?
• Irritability and impatience with patients (depersonalization)
• Cynicism and difficulty concentrating (emotional exhaustion)
• What’s the point of all of this? Nothing I do matters or is appreciated (decreased self-efficacy)
We can talk about the symptoms of burnout all day, but what does that really look like? It looks like the day we described at the beginning. You know, the day that resonated with you and caused you to keep reading.
Why should we all be discussing this important topic?
Being burned out not only affects us on a soul level (achingly described above), but, more importantly, this can trickle down to our personal lives, family relationships, and how we care for our patients, with some studies showing that it affects our performance and, gulp, patient outcomes. That’s scary (Moss M et al. Crit Care Med. 2016;44[7]:1414).
Causes of burnout
There are many causes of burnout, and several studies have identified risk factors. A lack of control, conflicts with colleagues and leadership, and performing menial tasks can add to the irritation of a workday. This doesn’t even include the nature of our actual job as critical care doctors. We care for the sickest and are frequently involved in end-of-life care. Over time, the stress morphs into burnout. Female gender is also an independent risk factor for doctors (Pastores SM, et al. Crit Care Med. 2019;47[4]:550).
We’ve identified it. We’ve quantified it. But we’re not fixing it. In fact, there are only a few studies that have incorporated a needs assessment of doctors, paired with appropriate environmental intervention. A study done with primary care doctors in New York City clinics found that surveying a doctor’s “wish list” of interventions can help identify gaps in workflow, such as pairing one medical assistant with each attending (Linzer M, et al. J Gen Intern Med. 2015;30[8]:1105).
Without more data like this, we’re hamsters in a wheel. Luckily, organizations like CHEST have joined together with others to create the Critical Care Societies Collaborative and have an annual summit to discuss research strategies.
Solutions
Even millennials are sick of the mindful “chore” list. Yoga pants, yoga mats, crystals, chakras, meditation, and the list goes on and on. What millennials want are work-life integrations that are easy; workspaces that invite mindful behavior and daily rituals that excite and relax them. Co-working spaces like WeWork have designated self-care spaces.
Self-care is now essential, not an indulgence. I wasn’t sure how to create this space in my ICU, so I started small, with things I could carry with myself. The key is to find small rituals with big meanings. What could this look like for you? I began doing breathwork. Frankly, the idea came to me from my Apple® watch. It just started giving me these reminders one day, and I decided to take it seriously. I found that my mind and muscles eased after only 1 minute of breathing in and out slowly. This elevated my mood and was the refresher I needed in the afternoons. My body ached less after procedures.
I also got a little woo-woo (stay with me now) and began carrying around crystal stones. You don’t have to carry around crystals. Prayer books, religious symbols, your child’s toy car, anything can work if it has meaning for you, so when you see it or touch it during your day, you remember your big why. Why you’re serving people. Why you’re a doctor. I prefer the crystals over jewelry because it’s something unusual that I don’t expect to be sitting in my pocket. It’s always a nice gentle reminder of the love I have for my patients, my job, and humanity. When I put my hands in my pocket as I’m talking to yet another frustrated family member, my responses are more patient and calmer, which leads to a more productive conversation.
Lastly, I started what I call a new Pavlov home routine. When I’m done with work, I light a candle and write out three things I’m grateful for. Retrain your brain. Retrain your triggers. What’s your Pavlov’s bell going to be? Many of us come home hungry and stressed. Food then becomes linked to stress. This is not good. Link it with something else. Light a candle, count to 3, then blow it out. Use your kids to incorporate something fun. Use a toy with “super powers” to “beam” the bad feelings away. Taking a few extra minutes to shift gears has created a much happier home for me.
There are things that we can’t control. That’s called circumstances. We can’t control other people; we can’t control the hospital system; we can’t control our past. But the rest of everything we can control: our thoughts, feelings, and daily self-care rituals.
It reminds me of something my dad always said when I was a little girl. When crossing the street, you always look twice, oftentimes three. Why be so careful? It’s the pedestrian’s right of way after all. “Well..” he replied, “If a car hits you, nothing much happens to them, but your entire life will be destroyed, forever.”
Stop walking into traffic thinking everything will be ok. Take control of what you can.
Look, I get it. As health-care providers, we are an independent group. But just because you can do it alone, doesn’t mean you have to.
Choose one thing. Whether it be something I mentioned or something that came to your mind as you read this. Then, drop me a line at my personal email roozehra.khan.do@gmail.com. I will send you a reply to let you know I hear you and I’m in your corner.
Burnout happens.
But, so does joy, job satisfaction, and balance. Those things just take more effort.
Dr. Khan is Assistant Editor, Web and Multimedia, CHEST® journal.
Does this sound like your day?
You show up to work after a terrible night’s sleep. Your back is tense, and you do some kind of walking/stretching combo as you walk through the doors. Your focus fades during the mind-numbing routine of the morning shift sign out. As the day moves forward, you begin to feel resentful as you sign orders, see patients, and address your ICU team needs. You know that’s not right, that it’s not in line with who you want to be, but the irritation doesn’t go away.
Your lunchtime is filled with computer screens, notes, billing, and more billing. The previous feelings of irritation begin to boil into anger because more of your day is filled with bureaucratic demands and insurance reports rather than actually helping people. This isn’t what you signed up for. Years and years of training so you could be a paper pusher? The thought leads to rage ... or sometimes apathy on days you give in to the inevitable.
You finish your shift with admissions, procedures, code blues, and an overwhelming and exhausting night shift sign out. You feel like a hamster in a wheel. You’re going nowhere. What’s the point of all of this? You find yourself questioning why you went into medicine anyways ... yeah, that’s burnout.
I know what you’re thinking. You keep hearing about this, and it’s important to recognize, but then you hear the same old solutions: be more positive, find balance, do some yoga, take this resilience module, be mindful (what on earth does this mean anyways?), get some more sleep. Basically, it’s our problem. It’s our burden. If all of these were easy to understand and implement, don’t you think doctors and health-care providers would have done it already? I think you and I are a lot alike. These were my exact feelings. But stick with me on this one. I have a solution for you, albeit a little different. I’ll show you a more “positive” spin on the DIY.
I burned out early. After fellowship, I didn’t want to be a doctor anymore. I desperately sought to alter my career somehow. I looked into website development, something I had been good at in high school. I took a few refresher classes on my days off and started coding my own sites, but I had bills to pay. Big bills. Student loan bills. Luckily, my first job out of fellowship accepted many of my schedule demands, such as day shifts only, and after about a year, I recovered and remembered why I had loved medicine to begin with.
What is burnout?
Mind-body-soul exhaustion caused by excessive stress. Stress and burnout are closely related, but they’re more like distant cousins. Stress can be (and is) a normal part of our jobs. I bet you think you’re stressed, when you’re probably burned out. Critical care doctors have the highest rate of burnout among all physician subspecialties at >55%, and it is even higher in pediatric critical care. (Sessler C. https://www.mdedge.com/chestphysician/article/160951/society-news/turning-heat-icu-burnout). The main difference between stress and burnout is hope. With stress, you still feel like things can get better and you can get it all under control. Burnout feels hopeless.
What are the three core symptoms of burnout?
• Irritability and impatience with patients (depersonalization)
• Cynicism and difficulty concentrating (emotional exhaustion)
• What’s the point of all of this? Nothing I do matters or is appreciated (decreased self-efficacy)
We can talk about the symptoms of burnout all day, but what does that really look like? It looks like the day we described at the beginning. You know, the day that resonated with you and caused you to keep reading.
Why should we all be discussing this important topic?
Being burned out not only affects us on a soul level (achingly described above), but, more importantly, this can trickle down to our personal lives, family relationships, and how we care for our patients, with some studies showing that it affects our performance and, gulp, patient outcomes. That’s scary (Moss M et al. Crit Care Med. 2016;44[7]:1414).
Causes of burnout
There are many causes of burnout, and several studies have identified risk factors. A lack of control, conflicts with colleagues and leadership, and performing menial tasks can add to the irritation of a workday. This doesn’t even include the nature of our actual job as critical care doctors. We care for the sickest and are frequently involved in end-of-life care. Over time, the stress morphs into burnout. Female gender is also an independent risk factor for doctors (Pastores SM, et al. Crit Care Med. 2019;47[4]:550).
We’ve identified it. We’ve quantified it. But we’re not fixing it. In fact, there are only a few studies that have incorporated a needs assessment of doctors, paired with appropriate environmental intervention. A study done with primary care doctors in New York City clinics found that surveying a doctor’s “wish list” of interventions can help identify gaps in workflow, such as pairing one medical assistant with each attending (Linzer M, et al. J Gen Intern Med. 2015;30[8]:1105).
Without more data like this, we’re hamsters in a wheel. Luckily, organizations like CHEST have joined together with others to create the Critical Care Societies Collaborative and have an annual summit to discuss research strategies.
Solutions
Even millennials are sick of the mindful “chore” list. Yoga pants, yoga mats, crystals, chakras, meditation, and the list goes on and on. What millennials want are work-life integrations that are easy; workspaces that invite mindful behavior and daily rituals that excite and relax them. Co-working spaces like WeWork have designated self-care spaces.
Self-care is now essential, not an indulgence. I wasn’t sure how to create this space in my ICU, so I started small, with things I could carry with myself. The key is to find small rituals with big meanings. What could this look like for you? I began doing breathwork. Frankly, the idea came to me from my Apple® watch. It just started giving me these reminders one day, and I decided to take it seriously. I found that my mind and muscles eased after only 1 minute of breathing in and out slowly. This elevated my mood and was the refresher I needed in the afternoons. My body ached less after procedures.
I also got a little woo-woo (stay with me now) and began carrying around crystal stones. You don’t have to carry around crystals. Prayer books, religious symbols, your child’s toy car, anything can work if it has meaning for you, so when you see it or touch it during your day, you remember your big why. Why you’re serving people. Why you’re a doctor. I prefer the crystals over jewelry because it’s something unusual that I don’t expect to be sitting in my pocket. It’s always a nice gentle reminder of the love I have for my patients, my job, and humanity. When I put my hands in my pocket as I’m talking to yet another frustrated family member, my responses are more patient and calmer, which leads to a more productive conversation.
Lastly, I started what I call a new Pavlov home routine. When I’m done with work, I light a candle and write out three things I’m grateful for. Retrain your brain. Retrain your triggers. What’s your Pavlov’s bell going to be? Many of us come home hungry and stressed. Food then becomes linked to stress. This is not good. Link it with something else. Light a candle, count to 3, then blow it out. Use your kids to incorporate something fun. Use a toy with “super powers” to “beam” the bad feelings away. Taking a few extra minutes to shift gears has created a much happier home for me.
There are things that we can’t control. That’s called circumstances. We can’t control other people; we can’t control the hospital system; we can’t control our past. But the rest of everything we can control: our thoughts, feelings, and daily self-care rituals.
It reminds me of something my dad always said when I was a little girl. When crossing the street, you always look twice, oftentimes three. Why be so careful? It’s the pedestrian’s right of way after all. “Well..” he replied, “If a car hits you, nothing much happens to them, but your entire life will be destroyed, forever.”
Stop walking into traffic thinking everything will be ok. Take control of what you can.
Look, I get it. As health-care providers, we are an independent group. But just because you can do it alone, doesn’t mean you have to.
Choose one thing. Whether it be something I mentioned or something that came to your mind as you read this. Then, drop me a line at my personal email roozehra.khan.do@gmail.com. I will send you a reply to let you know I hear you and I’m in your corner.
Burnout happens.
But, so does joy, job satisfaction, and balance. Those things just take more effort.
Dr. Khan is Assistant Editor, Web and Multimedia, CHEST® journal.
Does this sound like your day?
You show up to work after a terrible night’s sleep. Your back is tense, and you do some kind of walking/stretching combo as you walk through the doors. Your focus fades during the mind-numbing routine of the morning shift sign out. As the day moves forward, you begin to feel resentful as you sign orders, see patients, and address your ICU team needs. You know that’s not right, that it’s not in line with who you want to be, but the irritation doesn’t go away.
Your lunchtime is filled with computer screens, notes, billing, and more billing. The previous feelings of irritation begin to boil into anger because more of your day is filled with bureaucratic demands and insurance reports rather than actually helping people. This isn’t what you signed up for. Years and years of training so you could be a paper pusher? The thought leads to rage ... or sometimes apathy on days you give in to the inevitable.
You finish your shift with admissions, procedures, code blues, and an overwhelming and exhausting night shift sign out. You feel like a hamster in a wheel. You’re going nowhere. What’s the point of all of this? You find yourself questioning why you went into medicine anyways ... yeah, that’s burnout.
I know what you’re thinking. You keep hearing about this, and it’s important to recognize, but then you hear the same old solutions: be more positive, find balance, do some yoga, take this resilience module, be mindful (what on earth does this mean anyways?), get some more sleep. Basically, it’s our problem. It’s our burden. If all of these were easy to understand and implement, don’t you think doctors and health-care providers would have done it already? I think you and I are a lot alike. These were my exact feelings. But stick with me on this one. I have a solution for you, albeit a little different. I’ll show you a more “positive” spin on the DIY.
I burned out early. After fellowship, I didn’t want to be a doctor anymore. I desperately sought to alter my career somehow. I looked into website development, something I had been good at in high school. I took a few refresher classes on my days off and started coding my own sites, but I had bills to pay. Big bills. Student loan bills. Luckily, my first job out of fellowship accepted many of my schedule demands, such as day shifts only, and after about a year, I recovered and remembered why I had loved medicine to begin with.
What is burnout?
Mind-body-soul exhaustion caused by excessive stress. Stress and burnout are closely related, but they’re more like distant cousins. Stress can be (and is) a normal part of our jobs. I bet you think you’re stressed, when you’re probably burned out. Critical care doctors have the highest rate of burnout among all physician subspecialties at >55%, and it is even higher in pediatric critical care. (Sessler C. https://www.mdedge.com/chestphysician/article/160951/society-news/turning-heat-icu-burnout). The main difference between stress and burnout is hope. With stress, you still feel like things can get better and you can get it all under control. Burnout feels hopeless.
What are the three core symptoms of burnout?
• Irritability and impatience with patients (depersonalization)
• Cynicism and difficulty concentrating (emotional exhaustion)
• What’s the point of all of this? Nothing I do matters or is appreciated (decreased self-efficacy)
We can talk about the symptoms of burnout all day, but what does that really look like? It looks like the day we described at the beginning. You know, the day that resonated with you and caused you to keep reading.
Why should we all be discussing this important topic?
Being burned out not only affects us on a soul level (achingly described above), but, more importantly, this can trickle down to our personal lives, family relationships, and how we care for our patients, with some studies showing that it affects our performance and, gulp, patient outcomes. That’s scary (Moss M et al. Crit Care Med. 2016;44[7]:1414).
Causes of burnout
There are many causes of burnout, and several studies have identified risk factors. A lack of control, conflicts with colleagues and leadership, and performing menial tasks can add to the irritation of a workday. This doesn’t even include the nature of our actual job as critical care doctors. We care for the sickest and are frequently involved in end-of-life care. Over time, the stress morphs into burnout. Female gender is also an independent risk factor for doctors (Pastores SM, et al. Crit Care Med. 2019;47[4]:550).
We’ve identified it. We’ve quantified it. But we’re not fixing it. In fact, there are only a few studies that have incorporated a needs assessment of doctors, paired with appropriate environmental intervention. A study done with primary care doctors in New York City clinics found that surveying a doctor’s “wish list” of interventions can help identify gaps in workflow, such as pairing one medical assistant with each attending (Linzer M, et al. J Gen Intern Med. 2015;30[8]:1105).
Without more data like this, we’re hamsters in a wheel. Luckily, organizations like CHEST have joined together with others to create the Critical Care Societies Collaborative and have an annual summit to discuss research strategies.
Solutions
Even millennials are sick of the mindful “chore” list. Yoga pants, yoga mats, crystals, chakras, meditation, and the list goes on and on. What millennials want are work-life integrations that are easy; workspaces that invite mindful behavior and daily rituals that excite and relax them. Co-working spaces like WeWork have designated self-care spaces.
Self-care is now essential, not an indulgence. I wasn’t sure how to create this space in my ICU, so I started small, with things I could carry with myself. The key is to find small rituals with big meanings. What could this look like for you? I began doing breathwork. Frankly, the idea came to me from my Apple® watch. It just started giving me these reminders one day, and I decided to take it seriously. I found that my mind and muscles eased after only 1 minute of breathing in and out slowly. This elevated my mood and was the refresher I needed in the afternoons. My body ached less after procedures.
I also got a little woo-woo (stay with me now) and began carrying around crystal stones. You don’t have to carry around crystals. Prayer books, religious symbols, your child’s toy car, anything can work if it has meaning for you, so when you see it or touch it during your day, you remember your big why. Why you’re serving people. Why you’re a doctor. I prefer the crystals over jewelry because it’s something unusual that I don’t expect to be sitting in my pocket. It’s always a nice gentle reminder of the love I have for my patients, my job, and humanity. When I put my hands in my pocket as I’m talking to yet another frustrated family member, my responses are more patient and calmer, which leads to a more productive conversation.
Lastly, I started what I call a new Pavlov home routine. When I’m done with work, I light a candle and write out three things I’m grateful for. Retrain your brain. Retrain your triggers. What’s your Pavlov’s bell going to be? Many of us come home hungry and stressed. Food then becomes linked to stress. This is not good. Link it with something else. Light a candle, count to 3, then blow it out. Use your kids to incorporate something fun. Use a toy with “super powers” to “beam” the bad feelings away. Taking a few extra minutes to shift gears has created a much happier home for me.
There are things that we can’t control. That’s called circumstances. We can’t control other people; we can’t control the hospital system; we can’t control our past. But the rest of everything we can control: our thoughts, feelings, and daily self-care rituals.
It reminds me of something my dad always said when I was a little girl. When crossing the street, you always look twice, oftentimes three. Why be so careful? It’s the pedestrian’s right of way after all. “Well..” he replied, “If a car hits you, nothing much happens to them, but your entire life will be destroyed, forever.”
Stop walking into traffic thinking everything will be ok. Take control of what you can.
Look, I get it. As health-care providers, we are an independent group. But just because you can do it alone, doesn’t mean you have to.
Choose one thing. Whether it be something I mentioned or something that came to your mind as you read this. Then, drop me a line at my personal email roozehra.khan.do@gmail.com. I will send you a reply to let you know I hear you and I’m in your corner.
Burnout happens.
But, so does joy, job satisfaction, and balance. Those things just take more effort.
Dr. Khan is Assistant Editor, Web and Multimedia, CHEST® journal.